This image of a caffeine molecule comes from this website. I put it on the faces of this rhombic dodecahedron, and created this rotating model, using Stella 4d: Polyhedron Navigator, which you can try for free right here.
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Drug Cravings for Breakfast
I woke up and checked the time: just after 3 am. Strangely, I didn’t remember falling asleep at all.
Breakfast being “the most important meal of the day,” I headed for the can where I keep my stash, intending to prepare a fix. An unpleasant surprise awaited me — I thought I had a lot, but had to face facts: for whatever reason, only trace amounts remained. Not enough, by any means. Just a tiny bit — hopefully at least enough to trigger the placebo effect.
Some being better than none, I got out all the necessary equipment, did what needed to be done, and, soon, a little became none at all. Also, I felt better. It had worked.
I felt so good, in fact, that I fell back asleep for a couple of hours.
In my dreams, I was working — pretty much the last thing anyone wants to dream about on a weekend. Worse things awaited, though.
Upon waking again, the withdrawal effects hit me full-force. The nausea. The light-sensitivity. The stabbing headache. The room spinning, so that I could hardly walk. The November chill, amplified by my cravings, making even slight movements painful. Worst of all, I realized right away that, unlike before, there was nothing in the whole damn house that could help me.
How in the hell could I have let myself RUN OUT?
After several hours of agony, I finally summoned the courage — no, that’s not the right word — the foolishness — to do something about this problem, by making a short drive down the street.
It being Sunday morning, traffic was light, which was a good thing. The sun’s glare, the noise, the smells, and the headache, combined, all made the simple act of driving a few blocks to the local dealer anything but simple.
Once there, I didn’t have to wait long, which is most unusual in such situations. I bought a lot, having just been paid, and not wanting this to happen again for a very long time.
Just having my favorite drug with me made me feel better on the way home, even though I hadn’t had any yet. Once home, of course, I went straight for a full dose.
That first full cup of coffee is now gone, as are all my caffeine withdrawal symptoms. I think I’ll have another cup now, and post this, along with a couple of questions: why do most people not consider caffeine a drug? Is it simply because they don’t want to think of themselves as drug addicts?